Grapefruit

[Verse 1] Hey, Holy Ghost, why'd you leave me? Where'd you go? I know we ain't spoke in so long, but I gotta know if I'm alone If I start drinking, I'm gonna be the town drunk You always said I should lighten up, I'm gonna lighten up I'm gonna lighten up [Chorus] So long. Yeah, I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone So long. Yeah, I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want If I can't make you love me... [Verse 2] I shut you out after the funeral, mired in doubt You thought a family would help I was struggling. You could tell When we got the news that you were pregnant We painted a room pink and orange like a grapefruit I know how bad you wanted this too I know it killed you [Bridge] In all my dreams, I'm in the house that I grew up in I'm trying to be half the man I know my dad is, or was I see me as a father looking over a daughter who grew up to be just like you And now that's just a thread I can't hold onto Just an open wound [Chorus] [Verse 3] Hey, Holy Ghost, why'd you leave me? Where'd you go? Right when I fucking need you, I'm all alone. I'm all alone So, I'll start drinking. Yeah, I'll be the town drunk I'll be a burden on everyone. On everyone. On everyone