Tatted Angel

[Produced by: Hit-Boy] [Verse 1] Yeah, shit I'm going through a lot Art Basel night out but I'm caught up in the spot Left the Pigalle party, I'm in the crib tryna plot I can't even sleep, I'm tryna get the guap I'm thinking all I need is a big tour with RiRi And a couple more radio hits to get TV Just hit Virgil to try to get Yeezy He working on the album so it ain't gon' be easy Damn, and my girl just caught a nigga Rolled up unannounced she ain't even call a nigga Seen shawty through my door and got in all her feelings Going crazy, hope she don't get your boy evicted Shit and I ain't even call them niggas It's been a long time since I even talk to niggas Couple childhood friends turned to awkward niggas Cause when you get Benjamens there come in all the villains More money, more problems, this shit is real life The game is WCW real trife Dumb, broke up with a good girl who had my back Now it's gonna be hard to find a real wife Time to deal with the snakes and all the fake loving Why every time when she fuck me she always want somethin'? Always asking 'bout "who's who?" and "who's that?" And oh, I do's this, do you rap? Opportunists are opportunists becoming fluent Cleopatra in every factor, she never losin' She will juice them until his empire come to ruins Sometimes I think, "what the fuck am I doing?" I'm strong but I'm only human And my tolerance is low so I'm never using Sometimes I wish Yams was never using When we toured in UK I knew I'd lose him Yeah, I know I'd lose him He went to rehab the year before and he seen improvement But the fame and access is what abused him But he in heaven now and I know God'll use him Yeah, I know God'll use him [Hook] Tatted angel, I'm cuffed to hell with diamond bangles And this world is a whack bitch, she never faithful She would fuck any rich nigga for diamond Jesus If you wanna get in the game watch how she play you Tatted angel, I'm cuffed to hell with diamond bangles And this world is a whack bitch, she never faithful She would fuck any rich nigga for diamond Jesus If you wanna get in the game watch how she play you Play you, play you, play you [Verse 2] Shit feeling too hard to get far Feeling like a butterfly, shit, stuck in a glass jar Wanna be the man, you gotta risk it all Girlfriend's friends and even your good Lord All the sacrifice got me thinking 'bout a vice I wish my daddy was here to give me some advice I'm thinking 'bout, you make it or live the rest of my life Get money, leave the game and live me a new life Shit, I could live me a new life Disappear like Pac and marry a good wife The pressure getting to me and all I can do is write Giving back to my hood, hope what I'm doing is right I know what I'm doing is right I mean, what I'm doing is, like... A couple Ferg health fears, few songs on the mic Inspire these kids to change their wrongs to right This is what I'm doing for life What I'm pursuing in life I'm suffering from survival's guilt How I made it out the hood and how Noah got killed Why my friends ain't make it and they so ambitious? Why they get distracted by the parties and bitches? Why I ain't get stuck doing the dishes? At Ben and Jerry's, free scoops for the bitches Went from ice cream to ice and creams Gotta pinch myself cause I'm living the dream But this life ain't all it seems To get my nigga back, I give all these things Yeah, Yamborghini, I know you see me, I know you see me I know it's a couple little kids that wanna be me I worked hard to get where I am, it ain't easy Yeah, and this shit ain't easy [Hook] Tatted angel, I'm cuffed to hell with diamond bangles And this world is a whack bitch, she never faithful She would fuck any rich nigga for diamond Jesus If you wanna get in the game watch how she play you Play you, play you, play you [Outro] Sometimes I wish I wasn't famous Sometimes I wish I wasn't famous Wish I wasn't famous Then I would know who's really by my side Sometimes I wish I wasn't famous Swear to God, I wish I wasn't famous Oh, God, I wish I wasn't famous Oh, God, I wish I wasn't famous Maybe Yams would be here still with me I swear this shit is killing me I wish my nigga was here with me I wish my nigga was here with me