Life's A B Freestyle

[Intro] Ay.....Southside......baaabyyy.....Ay...... [Verse: 2Ru3] Walking outside, watching the trees sway Thinkin' deep in my mind back in elementary days Even middle school When I was that one known to bring more laughter But it seemed to me all the people just wanted to bring a challenge Whether it was through banter Whether it was through physical means, or mental means Spitting a joke try to be demeaning me And my intelligence, I ain't gone lie There was times when I was just letting it down, dumbing it down Know what I'm saying, just to fit in, just to be cool But still within it pimpin' I was still he who be deemed true If you did something wrong to me or to another I was that one known to let you know on the way stayin' that I love ya Not in a way like I'm trying to condemn ya or hurt ya Or do you dirty, having you feeling as if on the earth that That You having no purpose, cause you do and so do I And I was that one always known to be by your side If you ever felt like that nobody loved you, nobody cared Who could you always call on, who was always there Nobody but me, that dude named 2Ru3 Who kept it straight true, and who spray nothing but truth to you But for whatever reason you felt it nece-ssary To be Treating me in the way as if you really wanted to be carry- Ing me in my casket, in a spiritual fashion Having me feeling as if in life, love and peace I was actually lackin' And I ain't gone lie there was a time deep in my mind I felt as if every corner I turned somebody was trying To be pointing me up in the scope, letting loose bullets I don't mean physically, but ,spiritually truly And I ain't gone lie, also in my physical mind, I felt that Sometimes my heart was cold where no love could melt that I was, sometimes always contemplatin' Why did it seem always I was just gaining more hatred No matter how many times I was trying to just gain love Through the ways of what I was always known to be, what, straight love Showing nothing but peace, showing nothing but honesty And integrity, and dignity, and still for some reason I be He who be sufferin', he who be struggling Trying to find the epitome of what it mean to be having that one Who known to be loving ya, trusting ya, and confiding in ya Ain't gotta worry bout them trying to be doing you dirty On the low When you home alone You on ya job pimpin, countin' gwap pimpin' Not having to worry about whether on not really, she be Creeping on the low, with another Having to wonder, what she mean by certain stuff bruh She say outta the mind, when she be smiling and laughing And you be thinking in your mind, is she serious or playing actually I don't understand, I don't really know, but I know this Even before we became in this relationship for sure it Was nothing but a friendship that we had, and everything that you was going through All the troubles and issues, and all the different men you went through All the different, instances, that you did get into Who was that nigga that was known to keep it real with ya, confide ya, help ya Try to help ya, simply what, help ya self girl (guul) But hey, you know, how it go You don't know what you got until it's gone...... You don't know what you got until it's gone....... Man... You don't know, what you got, 'til it's gone...... Ay [Outro]