Keep It Real (Freesyle)

[Intro] Ay, trying to hold on A nigga trying to hold on I'm just trying to hold on....Lord I'm just trying to hold on [Verse: 2Ru3] Caught in the middle of a spiritual actual battle that's going on now Lyrical 44's on one side, RPG's on the other now Got me feeling, as if I be he who be losing As my spiritual synergy with G-o-d keep on oozing Having me feeling that I'm lackin' actual capacity to be fightin' Got me thinking in my mind maybe I should just be dyin' Maybe suicide is the only way to escape it I ain't quite sure what's going on but I know I need help of the greater If you real, which I know you be, you need to help me Cause I'm feeling as if maybe even I be he who be deemed helpless Not trying to be selfish, but simply I want to grow And it's other folks on the line, I'm talking the sense of the spirit and soul I want 'em to grow, but how can they grow if I never show How can they even know the truth if no one ever kick it in a flow Spitting it vivid yo, spitting it so lyrical Lord you already know what's going on I'm trying to hold on steadily fighting getting sick of the anger Got me thinking deep in my mind I wish I had me a banger Spiritual fashion, commence to blastin', point it at the devil Epitome of he who be deemed a real spiritual bastard Then I'm laughin' as I'm bussin', end of discussion As I see his blood gushin' And he falling to the ground 6 feet deep And he's thinkin in his mind (Ohhhh), what happened A real nigga got sick and tired of your rhine and commenced to steady blastin You know what I'm sayin', stick 'em ha ha ha ha stick 'em Moving on forward in life and commence to kicking dope lyrics Like a lyrical 44 blowing holes in the dome of those who wana oppose And attempt to corrode and erode the lyrical flow, but pimpin I know I gots to keep on keepin' it true In case you ain' t heard, my rap moniker, what, really be 2Ru3 That's what I do be doing and spewing pimpin', I'm only pursuing righteousness Lettin' you know on the real what it is really in this life we live We gotta keep fightin and strugglin, trudgin' and going No matter how many times it be seeming we be hopeless And I know sometimes you prolly be feeling as if really living isn't even a blessing Within itself and Actually if you wanna be having p-peace You might as well go 'head and die nigga, sometimes nigga You prolly be feeling deep in your mind really, why do I Gotta deal with spiritual migraines Have me feeling as if really on the real pimpin' that I'm insane Cause I don't really wanna be dealing with this pain daily Is there anybody here who got power, go head start praying Help a brother who struggling, trying to be striving Trying to be the epitome of he who be , bling bling bling you know, shining like a diamond But it ain't about braggin' and boasting It's about being the epitome and example for other ones who really wanna grow and see something Actually be something A r-o-l-e-m-o-d, l-e brother For those who feeling as if they got nobody to see As a road map for what it means... to see better things [Outro] Trying to hold on, baaabyyyyy A nigga simply trying to hold on Devil tormenting my soul I'm just trying to hold on